https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZNonUUEdWyE
There is something odd about the human soul... Poems, even the
greatest, fail to make the author happy. Pushkin knew. He was the author
of "The Bronze Horseman". Yet, he wasn't happy. But we can say with
confidence that more than anything else Pushkin wanted to write more.
~ Anna Akhmatova